Exam anxiety is common; today, first look after what you already know
Translated from the Chinese original by the AI Guanyin Volunteer. Scripture and Yijing text in 「」 is kept in the original Classical Chinese.
Delusion (癡)「若多愚癡，常念恭敬觀世音菩薩，便得離癡」〈普門品〉 (Universal Gate Chapter)
Today is October 30th, a Friday, the 21st of the ninth lunar month. For someone preparing for an exam, a common situation at this point is: the study schedule still has blank spaces, yet the mind has already started calculating scores. On the matter of academic exams today, there are two reminders. First, put your attention on the content you already know, confirm that it is solid, and only then deal with what you don't know. Second, when anxiety appears, there is no need to rush to chase it away; it is signaling that this matters to you. What you can do is finish one unit in front of you, work out one problem, and bring the mind back to the task at hand. Today we speak only of today, without thinking about the results after the exam.
Today's observation
Today's hexagram is Earth over Water, Shi (地水師), changing to Lake over Wind, Daguo (澤風大過). The Image of the Shi hexagram says 「地中有水，師；君子以容民畜衆」. This speaks of gathering people together and keeping them well, holding them and nurturing them. Applied to exams: one person facing an exam has many voices inside, worry, resentment, thoughts of giving up, and each must be received first before the whole can be steadied.
The Image of the changed hexagram Daguo says 「澤滅木，大過。君子以獨立不懼，遯世无悶」. Daguo means pressure exceeding the usual load. The Image points the way: stand alone without fear, and do not feel stifled by others' progress, news on discussion boards, or classmates' scores.
Taking the two hexagrams together, there are two common moods around exams today. One is feeling under-prepared and under too much pressure; the other is seeing others prepared well and doubting oneself. Today is Friday, the end of the week, and many people tend to look back at this week's progress, and the result of that review is often dissatisfaction. This dissatisfaction is very common. It does not mean the preparation was poor, only that the standard was set high.
The point today is not how much more study time to add, but to make every stretch of time effective: when studying, keep the mind on the book; when tired, admit being tired; do not use self-blame as motivation. Treat yourself as a person who needs to be treated well, not a machine that needs whipping. This is close in meaning to the Shi hexagram's 「容民畜衆」.
What the scriptures say
若為大智慧者，當於寶鏡手《千手千眼觀世音菩薩廣大圓滿無礙大悲心陀羅尼經》 (original text 19)
- This line comes from the 《千手千眼觀世音菩薩廣大圓滿無礙大悲心陀羅尼經》 (Thousand-Hand Thousand-Eye Guanyin Bodhisattva Vast Perfect Unobstructed Great Compassion Heart Dharani Sutra). It is one of the entries in the sutra listing various wishes and the hands that correspond to them. The sutra says that for one who seeks wisdom, the Precious Mirror Hand is the corresponding practice. The original text speaks of wisdom; it does not say that reading it guarantees good exam results, and this should be made clear first.
- A precious mirror means seeing clearly. A mirror does not do things for a person; it only lets one see clearly how things stand. Applied to exams, it can be understood this way: wisdom is not necessarily reading a few more pages, but seeing clearly what you know and what you don't, and seeing clearly your present state. Once it is clear, you know where to put your effort today.
- The sutra places wisdom on the word “great”, but here great does not mean high scores; it means seeing clearly and thinking clearly. When anxious, people often cannot see clearly and see only the worst picture. Laying out today's progress and the problems at hand one by one is itself looking into a mirror. This is something that can be done today, and it is also the closer reading of this line of the sutra in modern life.
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